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man, my livejournal is really old. And I am a loser! MAN
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[07 Aug 2004|03:31pm] |
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i am confused people.....
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[25 Jul 2004|04:25am] |
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i dodnt mean to make 2 haha.
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| Things that make me cry |
[25 Jul 2004|04:25am] |
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The utmost thing in the world that makes me cry is the Moonlight Sonata compossed my Ludwig Ven Beethoven. Believe it or not, it is oncredibly amazing and beautiful. Truth be told, it makes me cry. Something so sad and beautiful can do that to the inner depth of your mind. I grew up with Beethoven, i know that since i have, i fully understand the meaning of his works of art, beautiful to the ear, bring sweet and yet sad thoughts to your mind. I cry almost every time i hear it. Ask me why. My answer will simply be, it is so beautiful. You dont have to be beautiful to find what is truly beautiful. As i am right now. Beauty is this. This one song, i say with my utmost feelings, is truly amazing and for that, I Love it. I block out the world, and let the music flow through me, as though it becomes part of me. Which i am, part music, and i can thank my mother for that and for playing those songs to me at night.
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| Things that make me cry |
[25 Jul 2004|04:19am] |
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The utmost thing in the world that makes me cry is the Moonlight Sonata compossed my Ludwig Ven Beethoven. Believe it or not, it is oncredibly amazing and beautiful. Truth be told, it makes me cry. Something so sad and beautiful can do that to the inner depth of your mind. I grew up with Beethoven, i know that since i have, i fully understand the meaning of his works of art, beautiful to the ear, bring sweet and yet sad thoughts to your mind. I cry almost every time i hear it. Ask me why. My answer will simply be, it is so beautiful. You dont have to be beautiful to find what is truly beautiful. As i am right now. Beauty is this. This one song, i say with my utmost feelings, is truly amazing and for that, I Love it. I block out the world, and let the music flow through me, as though it becomes part of me. Which i am, part music, and o can thank my mother for that and for playing those songs to me at night.
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[21 Jul 2004|03:24am] |
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| Here i am |
[21 Jul 2004|01:40am] |
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BLAH BLAH BLAH I have no friends...blah blah blah....i am a girl.....blah blah blah yeah iu have nothing to say but the usual, yeah... i have no boyfriend. my life sucks. i am ugly. i hate the world.
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| the poem Danny wanted, and the last thing i'll write about him |
[30 Jun 2004|06:13pm] |
I take a bullet to the head
everytime your name is said
i just wanted someone for a while
someone who could make me smile
i can't believe the things you say
I dodn't think i''d be this way
countless times i've sat and cried
I can't believe the way you lied
I hate the feelings i always get,
the same i got the day we met.
Here's the poem about you
the one you wanted; and it's true
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| it couldn't get any shittier |
[28 Jun 2004|09:07am] |
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If you could lie anymore than you did, i think your head would explode. I know that you must have been shitting me for a week now. Yeah. I just think that if you didn't like me, then you shouldn't have EVER said or done anything. This is my life Dan, if you care to read this. I put on this act, you see, I am happy, my life seems to be happy go lucky, when really, it's the shittiest time ever. Theni meet someone, someone i can trust. then either it's "your more like a friend to me." or, they end up liking my better-looking counterpart, Erickah. It is, in truth, a shitty life for me. The reason i haven't any self-esteem is, it's all fucking gone. I gave it up or lost it. I wake up to "you look like shit." or "no one likes you Lillie, you're too fat." then someone comes along and says..."you're beautiful." and i think Wow, that's a first. Then i realize that sometime people lie and when they do, it hurts. Maybe no one has done it to you, maybe they have, but you aren't like me. You never will be, no one will. and that's probably a good thing. Who the fuck would want to be a fat, ugly, stupid idiot anyway? Furthermore, who'd want me? I know you don't. But you know what? I will stop dumping on you, if you haven't stopped reading this yet, and maybe think about somemore of the lies you told me.
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[28 Jun 2004|12:47am] |
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I load the gun, i look into the barrel and pull the trigger. Noone notices, no one cares. You tell them what happend they never knew i was there.
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| The World SUCKS COCK |
[28 Jun 2004|12:35am] |
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No....only some people do. I think i could never be madde4r, or sadder. God this really sucks. I think that if my world could get any shittier....it could be. This is only typical, really really typical. this only seems to happen to me. It was only inevitable really. Obviosly. yeah this is shitty. THANX DAN, for this shit! I really love you for the phone call. I really do, I am beginning to think that EVERYTHING you said was BULLSHIT. FOr real now. as gary said, no handy, no love.
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| shiznit |
[27 Jun 2004|04:03pm] |
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Ah ha! I knew it all along! I wish i could see Danny more often, but see eachother more, may pull us apart. Because the more you see someone, the more, and more you dislike them, and well...i really don't want that to happen to Danny and I. Truth be told, i think that maybe this is for the best, us not seeing eachother so much. Because we are so alike eachother, we'd get sick of one another very quickly. I know, maybe that wont happen, but, you never know. No one does. I think that maybe...i am seeing him too much, and well, perhaps i am coming across as a little needy at times, so i won't call Danny everynight, i'll let him sleep until 2....and well, not ask for him to xome over every day. I just hope that nothing bad will happen between us, because right now, i need Danny, and I am not sure if he needs me as much. I don't Love him in the way soemone loves their husband or wife or what ever, but i do like him alot, and I don't want that to change. I hope it doesn't, and if it could get anybetter, then so be it. I just don't want it to be different, or let anything get between us. I don't want to be a jelious girlfriend, not that I am, and I don't want to be bitch, and i don't know about that. A lot of people have said that i am lately.... or maybe i am hearing them wrong...huh right. N E wayz.
MY DADDY:
My dad's a fag. If you know him, or met him, you understand oh too well. Danny wont come over to my house because of him, and My dad wont let anyone with a penis come over anyway. So yeah. Another thing, my dad hates me. Yeah, everyone thinks that, but i really believe it. I have done nothing wrong to him and he'll get in my face and call me a witch. Fun stuff eh? yeah, and the other night, he hit me in my neck, and it really hurt. he i think, did it unintentionally, but still, it hurt me.
If you have taken the time to actaully read this, you either really like me, or are really really bored.
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| Some junk to live by. |
[27 Jun 2004|03:16pm] |
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This is stuff you must know:
1. If you walk down the road and you are a girl, and you see a red van/ truck, they will honk at you.
2. If you are a guy that resembles a human, they will also honk.
3. Aru Bye bye, Aru Bye bye.
4. If your boobs hang low and they wobble too and fro, cut them off!
5. If there's no come on your face because it's all in your belly, you are a foggot.
6. If you hump a mans sholder, that makes you a fackoty fox.
7. Dry humping is gross dude.
8. If you spell your name Cighle instead of Kyle, you're GAY.
9. If you can't come over, then you smell.
10.White is a color.
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| Been doing good lately |
[26 Jun 2004|08:05pm] |
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"fire in the hole" Complements of CS.....Gary... |
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Hey Ya'll have reached Danny's ceyll phone..........that is a sentence i have heard too often...ahhh sighs. Well.....as you may have all guessed, i miss my little Danny poo....(forgive me for calling you that) btu you know... a date to rmember: 6/20. ahh yes. it only seemed like a week ago...wait...it was....HAHAHA! fun stuff that is you know. ANYWAYZ meon. sighing is what i do best....on the phone! hahaha Dan knows what i mean. Hehe. I looooove you. I really really do.....you know the rest. blah of the bleeh blah....DUDE!!!! i am UBER hyper right now. Where's Danny when i want to get it on... Only kidding. hehe. you know that i am royt? you best be BLAH! goyd i am Hyper! and gary's cpu says it's 8:24, when it's really 11:23. Poo! but i refuse to Fix it agh! AGH AGH UGH. blah blooh bleeh.........for some reason, i cannot wait until next weekend....... ZZZZZZZ.........Oh mah god it's Danny! YAY... you know. I will remeber my toof brush. I have bucked teeth. You know what else does? A beaver. and a cool goat. who i love and marry and call george. HAHA LALALa < that is a little A. A is for ASS! B is for BALLS. C is for Clam hat.....hehehe funny funny stuff..ebaums world is great. ahhh. Thanx Nicky for showing it to me. haha.
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[26 Jun 2004|01:50am] |
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It's all sureal, and i hope that it not all some kind of sick joke because i would die if it was. I really do. I really like Danny, and I am SOOO happy that i met him. Maybe it was inevitable.... who knows. I hope i can see him more often. I really do.
If this is a joke, i really would die. because it would be really awful.
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| bob is the best bitch ever |
[25 Jun 2004|02:23pm] |
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WTF mate? this has been sooo crazy lataly, but that's always good. my friends said that i havea fun life....yeah...whatever. i am only kidding...and danny says hi.
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[21 Jun 2004|04:14am] |
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The greatest things in the world are the things you can't see.
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[21 Jun 2004|04:09am] |
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 this is the coolest theemg ever mang.
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| The cockroach |
[21 Jun 2004|02:24am] |
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There was a little roach, and he would approach
with a grin of glee, as he looked up at you and me
he creeps and he crawls in hiding on the walls
no one sees for a while, no one but Kyle
Crawling on the floor while looking for more
and crawls up daves side, only trying to hide.
He flys through the air and dave doesn't care.
Smooshed on the ground form one hard pound
with out a head he's surely dead.
on the seventh day he will lay
and be dead, do not dread
about this bug with out the love.
and I am a poet and i dodn't even know it.
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